Have you ever watched one of those movies where the protagonist walks in a lifeless city, in the cold dark night, to an empty diner with light green walls lit by pale fluorescent light, walking up to the indifferent waiter/waitress, in silence getting handed coffee or soup in a cup as if it is always the same, paying without a word, sitting at a table by the panoramic window, looking over the beverage in a downward angle, expressionless, and thinking to your self that's the life for you, alone with no perceived effect on anyone elses existence?
~J
